Sunday, June 27, 2010

Drowning into the wind




She turns up keys and opens doors
she spans trees around horizons
decorates his dreams with ambitions
she stirs the breeze into his muse

She then spices up his memories
with snapshots of far away years
when her look stood up against the sky
and her wings carried him to their moon

She looks into the eyes of the sun
his silence strumming her tune
her sighs heard behind his lines

Majestic is the mist of her shadow
when it faded away leaving behind
a soft song drowning into the wind
the unbound is taking its toll

By aurumium

© 2006 aurumium (All rights reserved)

Friday, June 25, 2010

Maybe Some Day




Then you came along
to redesign me in a song
whose rhymes are thorns
and then you expect me to dance
to your swinging moods
you expect me to numb my mind
and adhere to your tunnel of love
you expect me to peep into your thoughts
and guess your unborn desires
you expect me to dip into your unknown
and to guess your unborn desires
crumple crumple old roars
and dream on you fool
nothing bright will strike
nothing gloomy will endure
lamentation of rivers
selling murmurs to birds
will not rebuild your lost sanctuary
blown wet candles are hard to re-lit
and that's that

By aurumium

© 2005 aurumium (All rights reserved)

Stubborness of Time




wallowing in echoes of sorrow
mimicking insanity into desires
shrieking foolishly at the thought
of being alone and frozen in time
not wanting to let go of the agony
like a sinking boat would hold to its flag
the last one to go
that's what comes from
falling into traps of empty promises
and defying the norms of senses
that's the aftermath of
following streams of insanity
thinking I had what it takes
to overcome your plight
to decipher your moves
what a fool
if I can only chase you away off my brain
if I can only get back to my numbness
for a while ,
you are gone ...yet here I am
stuck into your challenges
blinded by your fading light
even our memories , once blissful
are turning into hurt
everything is covered with flakiness


By aurumium

© 2005 aurumium (All rights reserved)

When You Love Someone





When you love someone
that feeling of peaceful harmony
while together in each other's arm
that feeling of peaceful harmony
while together in each other's
every little thing of daily chores

Like an inner voice borne
out of the deep of the soul
you want to linger the moment forever
in each other's eyes
in each other's whispers
in each other's jests

The feeling of being free
of the time's constraints
in a universe span by a look
whose secrets can only be uncovered
by crossing bridges of desire

The feeling of being a dew's flower
and being a flower in a need of its dew
at the same time

The feeling of standing in the alleys of muses
waiving , shouting and flapping the wings of joy
and being so venerable in your silence
at the same time

When words become redundant
and the sighs take over
and you find yourself again
sailing through waves of resonating hearts
trying to say what words can't accommodate
yet you want to say it out loud
as if you want to hear it again and again

By aurumium

© 2005 aurumium (All rights reserved)

Lando in Love




He preys on a lonely heart
he smiles and ushers
his teeth to her innocent blood

he is a man of his word
his word doesn't mean much
but he is a man of his word

He calls her his sparrow
she sees in him her world
then he dances the plot
he just borrowed
from Beezel the cold

And then he smiles
hiding his miles long
trail of feline burrow
behind those decaying
thoughts of smear

And then he dances
around her lifeless soul
he left behind
in endless rivers of ire

Promises of Tomorrow
are his ice breaking lines
menders of sorrows
are his next to kin felines

He paws his preys
talk about the soon
to be together in the moon

He talks about green pastures
and his weeping willows !
but all he leaves behind
is a weeping pillow

He brags about his love
and how he is thorough
but he never meant
any wine from any vine
just sucking the lust
of his deep craving desire

He throttles along
the mountains of Saguaro
but he is from the
far away Zibeline land

Gotten into the game
so prepared
doesn't have a flaw to fear
only his victim's soul to tear

He is a man of his word
his word doesn't mean a thing
but he is a man of his word

He claims to be in need
for his dream
for her soul to farrow
but his sterile soul
can only give birth to sears

He is a man of his word
his word doesn't mean a thing
but he is a man of his word

By aurumium

© 2006 aurumium (All rights reserved)

Worthless games



game of shadows
glare into the eyes
and a worthless
loveless life
eggless birds
shaman of the tribe
cut them wombs
reality of a hag
let out the shame
of her doom
bloodless veins
running empty
playing her tunes
so fatal to love
so dull and glowless
them hollow eyes
them fierce eyes
spitting fire and spite
into the guts of envy
killing seeds
crumpling intentions
down to the misery

Thursday, June 24, 2010

Forever Longed To Find



Up there above in the sky
those lovely sparkling stars
looked brighter by her side

He then started wondering
if his deep feeling inside
was a sign for him to find

He then listened to the wind
whispering gently to him
as if it was a soft song

That ..
his deep feeling inside
was the love in his mind
he forever longed to find

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

Listening to the wind





Listening to the wind
gusting its wisdom
the soundless myth
bragging its might

Fastening wings to desires
binding memories to fates
burdening souls
going south in winter time
heading north when it bleeds

Echoes of the past
strumming the pain
bringing over bitter joys
heading home when it rains
sipping dews when it dries
yet forever whispering in vain

Sunday, June 20, 2010

Grandiose scheme




them levied stories
streets of bungalows
glories of a heavy slide
down the rain
prying on the Bedouin
till his jar goes missing
far away getting closer
grandiose scheme lost
forever in a search
of a name adrift
through many waves
ebbing away the remains
of an aghast day
prying on the bride
of a numidian and his calvary
of steriles stires
lovely scene shot
so gentle and soft
in the middle of a desert
so scarce and brittle
like the day of inception

Friday, June 11, 2010

Lazy Bird






Clamorous lazy bird
perching on some wire
Just like a moor when
siring detailed elaborate plans
of some trip to some sun
last standing pillar is in dire
some sparkles of inner fire
ebbing away them bright clout
Irresistible things to admire

Clamorous lazy bird
flapping its senile wings
to hover over its own pyre
another frozen memory
faded away into thin air
just like Adriatic salty water
funneling through
fists of time

Thursday, June 10, 2010

Mira ..my beautiful friend




Mira my only friend
what have become of you ?
you gone too long
and I grew older
waiting for your moon

Mira my only flower
what have become of you ?
your company too strong
and I grew fond
loving your bloom

Mira my gentle world
what have become of you ?
my words' inspiration
I would have listed them all
aesthetic boon of my heart

Mira my humming bird
what have become of you ?
you soft to the marrow
and I grew infatuated
by the wind of your wings

Mira my heart's jubilation
what have become of you ?
you shine to the soul
I grew enlightened by you
Mira my endless sea.


By aurumium

© 2006 aurumium (All rights reserved)

Colorful Words




He doesn't know where to begin
no point in trying to stir emotions
rather let the words be the messenger
of what's inside.

So alone and forgotten
behind a wall of time
cold and sober as
a broken soul against a reality

A feeling he has to bear
words he has to borrow
yet a colorful palette so dim
is all that remains from him

Yet the will to paint persist
there and here with words
the same old driving whisper
remains so faithful and clear

By aurumium

© 2006 aurumium (All rights reserved)

Dreaming of you



Longing for the merge together
to come a full circle forever
the puzzle to be put together
your words and this much is true
somehow inside like one ever

Reading deep from it
like the palm of some hands
whispering love into dreams
dreams of happy days ahead
allowing sight from within hearts
someday we will be one forever

That look out into the rain...
causing me such pain...
times that you turned away from me...
tears ran down faces ...
cutting through souls like the blade of a knife
Though loving you, and walking through your dreams...
but you are silently fading
like the beautiful rainbow...
leaving burns through me...

Memories flow through like a soft spring rain...
But visions of the past keep haunting
How we wished on the same star
how we seeded our desolate feelings of despair
What do you suppose we met on the pier that day for ?
Tell me, why are you so alone now ... ?
Is it because our promises weren't carved into stone?

By aurumium

© 2006 aurumium (All rights reserved)

The Beauty Inside

A beauty inside
not easy to pretend
nor easy to find

When within its confide
and is by your side
it is more than the pride

A true beauty inside
is a journey through life
so beautiful and wild


By aurumium

© 2006 aurumium (All rights reserved)

Sing Us a Song



Our love is so sublime
our hearts and souls
are its gentle rhymes
so let it sing us a song
and let's slow dance on

Let's close our eyes
and swim to the shore
all the way to the bay
to bathe our dream
in its waverly beam

And then .....
let us hear our story
in its full blown glory
you are my cute fairy
my heart is your dowry
your soul is my jewelery


By aurumium

© 2006 aurumium (All rights reserved)

Wednesday, June 9, 2010

Expectation and realities





You would expect to see
trees when people say there is a forest
yet there are trees that don't belong
or maybe they were there but decayed away

Just like everything else
down the drain
replaced by some kind of mutants
that nobody can understand or follow

What a lovely world .. we make together
if only there was some sense to give to this world
it would have been ok
unfortunately senses don't seem to recognize this
kind of being implanted into the forest instead of the trees

Oh lovely birds .. you better off staying on wire-lines
or into chimneys for this is the most cold forest
you would ever be able to think of ..
and if you can find something ..
that would be great for I couldn't find
any meaning whatsoever
except the smile on my face ..
watch and learn for there is always
something to be learned
even when we are surrounded by insanity .


from the forest land with love

By aurumium

© 2006 aurumium (All rights reserved)

When She Visits My Dream




She turns keys into the dream
opens doors to let the sun in
ushers the light and its beam
into the hallway of its frame

She stages beauty in a rhyme
then stops to claim her shine
from the stars above and then
she moves around beautifully

With the moon and its brightness
smiling back to the flowers and
making hands in hands shadows
on the face of her own lovely sea

She gets the breeze playing
with her hair like a song
to be heard down the line
all the way to the world inside

She gets heard saying the words
so lovely sleeping on her lips
like a charm in love and ecstasy
she gets the wind to be heard

And her soft lightness look
toward the skies is so deep
as if in a worship veneration of
the feelings dwelling her heart

She gets the blooming flowers
coming to seek her own advice
how to be so lovely painted
on the face of her own story

She gets the heart to be joyful
she gets the joy to be heartfelt
she is the holder of the key
secrets of a dream that shine

By aurumium

© 2006 aurumium (All rights reserved)

Tuesday, June 8, 2010

Come Back To Me




I am not ready to watch you
walk away from my heart
if you do my love ... you know
that I will just fall apart

Now that you walked away
the only consolation left behind
is my lonely wet pillow
the only friend I could find


This hurt over my crying soul
is weighing it down to its wear
my heart's whiffs making it so clear
that I am longing to see you here


I need you to come back to me
I can't wait to touch your hand
and to make you understand
how your smiling lovely face
is my only magical wand
to drive away my sorrows

I need to wrap my arms around you
my heart is in need for your woo
my dry soul is in need for its dew

Come back to me my love
and let's weave our hopes
from our sky and its blue
and from your lovely wide eyes
will make a horizon to sail through

By aurumium

1/17/2006
© 2006 aurumium (All rights reserved)

Another Day

He woke up at dawn
eyes still half closed
mind still dozed by
a hangover of a dream

Jumped into the day
out to the jungle
the sky up so high

Cold was on time
faces looked faceless
thoughts were frozen

Everyone seemed
busy killing the time
but .. time never dies

He then got back to
his dream to be alive
again for a while


By aurumium

© 2006 aurumium (All rights reserved)

Diary From Mister Al the Seaman




He sat there by the hill
keeping an eye on his
two goats and
working out his new tune
on his flute

Oh goatee goat
if I was to tell you not
what's in there behind
those hills
would you believe me ?
if I tell you there is
just another foggy void

He then pulled his bags
from inside his head cover
unfolded the piece of newspaper
where he kept his tea powder
he got from Tuesday of the advancers


And while waiting for his water
to boil on the three stones
with wood but no foil
he started singing
the tray and the well
the running water still
come over and make me
your sweet soft cup of tea
and let me regulate my mood

He then adjusted his head cover
to a forty degree and from behind
his ear pulled out a half smoked
cigarette and then struck
a candle match against a stone
to lighten up his mind
puffed few circles and watched
them disappear into thin air

Sunset caught him still day dreaming ..
he then whistled to his goats
it was time to go home sweet home
he put his cane behind his shoulders
as an acrobat while doing
his oscillating walk ... his own peacock dance
in case she would be looking his way
an early courtship to last him till dawn

By aurumium

© 2006 aurumium (All rights reserved)

Monday, June 7, 2010



You know I need your love
You've got that hold over me
Long as I've got your love
You know that I'll never leave
When I wanted you to share my life
I had no doubt in my mind
And it's been you woman
Right down the line

I know how much I lean on you
Only you can see
The changes that I've been through
Have left a mark on me
You've been as constant as a Northern Star
The brightest light that shines
It's been you woman right down the line

I just wanna say this is my way
Of tellin' you everything
I could never say before
Yeah this is my way of tellin' you
That every day I'm lovin' you so much more
'Cause you believed in me through my darkest night
Put somethin' better inside of me
You brought me into the light
Threw away all those crazy dreams
I put them all behind
And it was you woman
Right down the line

I just wanna say this is my way of tellin' you everything
I could never say before
Yeah this is my way of tellin' you
Everything I could never say before
Yeah this is my way of tellin' you
That every day I'm lovin' you so much more

If I should doubt myself, if I'm losing ground
I won't turn to someone else
They'd only let me down
When I wanted you to share my life
I had no doubt in my mind
And it's been you woman
Right down the line

Silent Prayer




Into eyes with wonder
what else is there ?
but the all too familiar
feelings of being alone

Unfolded memories
wrapped in whispers
sedated by too many
unanswered questions
or unspoken words
turned into sighs

Eyes can see through
nakedness of cold breezes
of what was joyful
but now is ablaze from within

Till the last ashes
wishing in vain
for the moon and its rain
silent wait can be insane

09/27/2007
© 2007 aurumium (All rights reserved)

The Other Way







All in all is just an ivory tower
a stair-less one
no windows to envy
no sunshine to endure

It could have been
the other way
you down here
so many times
so many ways
looking up to the sky

Any other way
so many ways to choose from
the harshest words
the deepest cuts
all in all is just
another missed chance

So many moons
so many stars
so many missed sunsets
If it were any other way
it could have been worth
the vision of the shooting stars

By aurumium
09/23/2007
© 2007 aurumium (All rights reserved)

It was a brilliant night


















It was a brilliant night , full of promises
yet no stars around
just the sky naked to its blue
the healing path shrinking to a point

Maybe one of these nights
when the echo fades away
and the closure becomes final
until then, there is no remorse

Nothing to sooth and nothing to please
just another night , fruitful or fruitless
nothing matters no more

As long as there is someone for me in you
I will be the happiest man alive
as long as you are my mirror
I can see my smile in your eye's reflection
I can smell the flowers in your whispers
I am the happiest man alive

As long as you are my meaning
I will be meaningful
my little world spinning around
my whole world
my little world is you

Love is freedom of the soul
and the soul is love when it is free
I want to hold you tight
and feel you into my bones

I want to be born with you again into the mystic
just for you and your eyes
nothing else matters
not even a stand still against the odds of life
nothing ... just you and your eyes
your eyes ... your lovely eyes
your smile .. your lovely smile

It was a brilliant night.. full of promises
yet no stars around but I have my moon
my sun .. my galaxy ... my everything
my life what else do I need ?

The poet in me is in desperate need of his muse
the man in me is looking for a home in your eyes
and I am lost in between
lost in your alleys
stranded by your shining sparkling oceans
stoned to my bones by your presence in me
addicted to your smiles
enslaved by your halo
and humbled by your kindness of soul

All the songs and all the movies and all that
they all try to describe it and they fell short
until you came along and you gave it its full meaning
to me ...you are love
no words necessary ..no music
nothing just a look at you
to understand what is love

For me love is a look into your deep eyes
love for me is holding you into my arms
and feeling you through my thoughts
maybe one of these nights
the echo will fade away
and the closure will be final

Until then , there is no remorse
nothing to sooth
and nothing to please
just another night , fruitful or fruitless
nothing matters no more
but your love ..I love you


10/22/2006

the comsos abounds

Walking silent steps
Marching steadily
Limping harmoniously
Grabbing the wind
Covering the mist
Abundant flare
Munching the pretense
Reminding the essence
that thoughtful night
When birds twitted
songs in a dreamlike
Voice sequenced
Tabular and soft
Mural peaceful vision
the futuristic past
Glorious east
Blaring and glaring
Glitter of the insanity

The forgotten sign

Yet to see
where nothing to feel
yet to be where
stillborn is dealt
like a blow to ego
take away laughter
rumble the roar
silently decay
and immaculately stain
those envious deeds
with calamitous norms
that is a real hollow
emptiness of the soul
Yet to claim
there is nothing to blame

Thursday, June 3, 2010

Dreaming alone

swim to the shore
the will is no more
just sadness alone
nectar of what was sown

Long pier of claim
sudden move north
stars of the moon
shed no tears
keep them joyful
in their memories

amid the ruins
nurture the pain
lament days of
back to square one
rabid taste of
some bitter void
salty drops
washing pain

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

Meet me halfway

Meet me halfway
between the moon and the stars
on the way to the altar
abundant love
filling the air
a breeze to the soul
Meet me halfway
thirsty heart of mine
hold my hand
make me free for a while
a breeze to the soul
a song of love