Come Back To Me

I am not ready to watch you
walk away from my heart
if you do my love ... you know
that I will just fall apart

Now that you walked away
the only consolation left behind
is my lonely wet pillow
the only friend I could find


This hurt over my crying soul
is weighing it down to its wear
my heart's whiffs making it so clear
that I am longing to see you here


I need you to come back to me
I can't wait to touch your hand
and to make you understand
how your smiling lovely face
is my only magical wand
to drive away my sorrows

I need to wrap my arms around you
my heart is in need for your woo
my dry soul is in need for its dew

Come back to me my love
and let's weave our hopes
from our sky and its blue
and from your lovely wide eyes
will make a horizon to sail through

Letters Are Yellow Now

Just the other night
while redecorating my inner side
with some meanings to help me go on ..
I came across your letters
they are so yellow now
as if from another life

I unfolded one just to check
if I am over that hill
yet it connected me back
to the days where
you used to call me 'your life'

Now those letters may sound
to you as shadows of the past
tainted by a mixture of joy and
pain together dancing over like
lost moments gone awry

But to me they remained
gallant snaps of love
we once had that is now gone
gone but left behind so many
pressing questions so thirsty
for answers but for now
I can only imbrue them with my tears
for no answer could resolve my pain .

Gone are those days
but they left questions ..
objects of the past to remain
with me till my elderly age
to take with me to my grave.

Have a Mercy

My heart keep on sighing in its wither
my hope of having you flicker
my inner light of you shimmer
my longing to your murmurs glimmer
my soul warm of your desire dither

Even loving that once made me so prow
is now eating me like a krill
stuck inside the loss in a whale
my love when you left your curule
you left me behind prowled by despair

Now my loneliness with your thought grow
the hurt of time with your touch is sedum
everything from you is another hopeless grim
unflinching love of my muse who once saved my soul
now becoming so frail and so pale in its doom

Like a thunderbolt when it is spew
exuded into the deep of my soul
spawning many more rivers of sadness
which cram into the surface of my ocean
and spur my peaceful inner self

Into a storm that wilt my rose mallow
fieriness of the time against its own hurt
so shaded as to be dark and gloomy
tomb-less sorrow keep on haunting my soul
lugubriously mournful and sinful
dragging me down to its lair

Like a crestless wave would fade away at the shore
culmination wallowing me in those far away desires
abomination and loathing is stranding me to my sorrow
like the vaned featherless hope of Sparta
like a venda lost in a chase of a feather

Save me from my own despair
in the name of those memories we once shared
your sentence is so stern
my only sin was loving you .

This much I gather

Heartfelt every word and letter
a love story in the header
a flower in need of its water
a lonely soul I gather

This much I gather
muse's wings of feather
sliced with a saber
sorrow is a scatter

Two lost souls I gather
soul to soul's mender
the only way that matter
heart beats getting louder

Ivory tower sad and sadder
souls belonging to forever
to be used as a ladder
till the eyes feel better

True to the word 'forever'
can live love forever
let love fill hither
true love can never wither

My Caravan

beautiful inside
joyful to hide
moon of the moons
lovely bright star
soaring over
hum me a tune
under your wing
hover away
in your sky
to your world
to my caravan
its endless mind
dance with wind
and be free
under your rain

Ringing

A new Friend
the roaring silence
in a world so blunt
dullness is the name
promise is the game
to fallow me an exit
to give me a sign
maybe a reap poppies
all is same
just to stop
the roaring silence
no taste or desire
just ringing
empty echoes
far away chanting
some incantation
to never stop
to never fade away
maybe it is time

Forever Gone

Where you wanted to be ?
out of the labyrinth
into open arms
to the safety of a hug

You remain
you always be
Agony from within
some glory
naked to the soul
gone
Forever
Forever gone
to the dreams
to the last vision
Dove of the will
halo of the halos
tiara of sorrow
bitterness to the marrow
wordless vows
fell into deaf ears
singing hymn of loss
silenced
forever
forever silenced